Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know it’s normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.
Last night I got my nerve up to go to the RAC‘s uninstructed figure studio with watercolors in hand. The last time this class was offered, in fall 2009, I went and fell in love — and learned I can draw nicely with pencils and decently with charcoal. But I was unreasonably nervous about trying it with watercolors. The RAC is amazing and everyone there is so nice, but I get such an inferiority complex when I go there, it’s ridiculous! I have to keep reminding myself that (a) it is inappropriate and absurd to compare myself with professional artists in their fifties and sixties, and (b) I’m just there to do the work.
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I love all of these sketches! Keep going to this class — you are doing great work already, and it will keep getting better and better. The 10 minute sketch is amazing!
Thank you, Sherry!! I didn’t register for the whole class (I think it’s 8 weeks) this time around because I figured I was already too busy with IWL and Playing Big, but the class takes drop-ins. I found out when I went last night that there are only two more sessions remaining! I’m going to try to go to them both, though, if I can. 🙂
lisa- the watercolors are gorgeous- i love the one of the woman in the red skirt, also the one of the woman’s back- the two browns bleeding into each other is so lovely.
thanks also for the ira glass quote- i needed that today!
Thank you so much, Nayomi! I felt so exhilarated, swirling the colors together with my brush. I like my magazine-photo paintings but it was really different working from the model, especially when we did all the quick 2-minute poses one after the other. I felt like she brought great energy to her poses and I soaked it up. 🙂
I needed the Ira Glass quote too. My friend apricot shared it with me!
thanks, you make it look so appetizing! Must get my colours out 🙂
It was quite delicious. 🙂 I thought of you while I was looking at the model — you’ve given me so much more to think about. 🙂
Lisa, I love the skirt. It amazes me how you can imply flow and fullness, shape and even the material, with just lines. My brother is an artist and I told him once I wished I could draw and he said I drew with words. It pacified me, momentarily, but I envy and appreciate, and stand back in awe.
Honestly, that skirt amazes me too. Every time I’ve tried to do something like that before, it’s come out looking stupid and flat. So that’s a breakthrough for me!
I think no matter what our own gifts are, when we see others’ gifts, it makes sense to bow down. There’s little enough opportunity for recognition and appreciation as it is. Here’s to your drawings with words — and thank you so much for the kindness and support you’ve conveyed to me with them. 🙂
Hi Lisa, I’m new around here but I think I’m gonna stay ! I love your watercolours. I’ve checked them all on flkr. I can relate to the precision often found in some forms of art but I’m greatly attracted to a blend of precision and spontaniety which, for me, is what you are achieving here. Well done.
Alan, I’m so pleased to meet you! Thank you for reading and for your very kind words about my sketches. Having always been a precision person, it’s so interesting and fun (and sometimes unsettling) now to be working in more spontaneous forms.
[…] I’m not depressed, I’m not really being self-critical. Yes you are, I hear you say, but no: I’ve done that, and this doesn’t feel like that; it comes from a different place, a more dispassionate place. It’s simply that I’m struck all afresh with that giant gap between what I want to do and what I’m actually capable of achieving in this moment. I know why: it’s because I’ve been absorbing so much new art lately, from Man with a Blue Scarf to Pina to Carla’s vibrant paintings and art books; my eyes are making huge leaps beyond the small skill my hands can muster. (Remember that Ira Glass quote?) […]
That Ira Glass…..wise dude. I guess I’m a quitter 😐
Or should we say rather that you have been on hiatus for awhile? 🙂 Or that it was fun while you tried it and you’ve moved on for the present? 🙂