Category Archives: frustrations

Growing pains / inappropriate comparisons

Don’t give up. Just keep doing the work. No comparisons. Continue reading

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I miss mastery

I miss the piano. I miss being that good at something. Continue reading

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Feeling my way through

I got an icky feeling and came here to write it out. It took me two days and six drafts. In the end, it seems to be another version of the same lesson I’ve been learning for months: I am myself, and that also means other people are themselves too. It is okay. Continue reading

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Army of me

I had an idea but it didn’t come out well. Here’s the attempt. Continue reading

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“This movie doesn’t like you”*

It always startles me when something I love gets really mixed reviews. I used to take it personally, but it’s happened enough times now that I think I’d better just get used to it — it’s bound to come out in my own work too. Continue reading

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My “artistic temperament” and my parents

A tense day with the family makes me wonder if I need to finally explain to them what I’m doing with my life. Continue reading

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They Came to Play and gender frustration

I watch a lovely documentary on amateur pianists, and riff irritably on my frustrations at the challenges facing women. Continue reading

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